could you just don't be so annoying ?

those brainless people
could you just stop bull shit-ing around ?

keep spam those thing that
totally non of your business .
you very free huh ??

oh please ,
grow up larhx ..(:
you thaught who are you ?

for me
you are just so childish .

noob .

haiz ...
alot things to think
alot things to worry
alot things nid to solve
i'm die-ing~
i'm suffer-ing NOW !!!!

hate my life
i hate myself
i hate myself for being so weak
i hate myself for being so useless
i hate myself for being so brainless

my life
my everything
is not under my control now !!!

i dun hope much ...
i just hope that
there is someone can understand me ..
feel what i feel ..

xx xx xx xx xx xx xx

i had lost my calculator for 2days
but i dont really worry about it
i think that it will appear back
but ...
it NEVER T_T
''where are you..my dear calculator
please come back to me ..''
buy new one ,very samtong lae~
althought it just cost rm30 ++ ~
but....i don't hope to waste those money
every single money is important to me ...

noob ..duhhhh~

原来 ..

今天去了以前做工的店
因为我坐车经过时
看到你不在
就去找一下 阿柯
讲一下废话

突然你回来
你问我‘2 29 结婚?’
我讲 ‘哦’
就假假玩一下电话
然后快快跟阿柯道别
就走人...

理解到
我根本还没放下你

xx xx xx xx xx xx xx

回到家
看你 facebook post
你说
‘对不起 让你等那么久
因为你不知要怎么开始
如果你真的不能再等了
我不逼你’

原来
你这么快就有别人
你从不对你对我所做的
说过任何一声
‘对不起’
而你却会对你 对别人所做的事
感到亏欠

哈!

更可笑是
我现在才知道
原来我的等待根本比不上人
而我的等待
你从来没有在乎
即使你是知道 !

可是我根本就讨厌不到你

因为我不想

只是觉得自己

好愚蠢. . .

UPNM

today me and my family
go to my cousin's graduation ceremony :)
at
UNIVERSITI PERTAHANAN NASIONAL MALAYSIA

morning 4am have to wake up !
cause we have to reach by 6.30 am
crazy ...my weekend gone T_T
sumore there is crazy jam
as my another cousin said ..
'' 1 fella graduate .10 of the family members come''
=.=
and we are 12 here:)

[skip]

damn annoying is they said us must reach before 7am
but then ?!
we wait for the stupid sultan till 8sumthg
baru start
duno what the sultan so ''big''
sumore can sit in an air-cone place
WE ??
get sun-burn ...sweat and sweat
always say ‘爱民如子’
i cant ever see it ~.~

(ok ...finish complaint =x)

then the graduate student
was march march and march
their steps is just so neat !
their lines is just so straight ! ><
sumore the drum major of band is so pro -man
he can even throw the maze while parade
clap clap clap =p

blah blah blah and blah


the government is just allow 2 of the family members
go in to the graduate ceremony
so other of us
WALK from the stadium to the main gate !!!
stupid ...arghhh.
tak tau berapa km there >o<
then
[11am]
we go to the most nearby mamak stall
having our breakfast + lunch

wait wait and wait until
1pm ...
my cousin called us
said that we can move in and take photo with him
then we move up again ...
BUT
the guard don't let us in
cause what ?
again is
the stupid sultan wan go back liao worhx
><
walaooo..wat so dai pai .

then we wait and wait for 1 hour again
at last ....
we can nearly see
my cousin brother :)
well..
i didnt tell u all that what he is actually study for rite ?

actually he is an ARMY [陆军]
beside there is also
NAVY [海军] and AIR FORCE[空军]
wuhuuuuu..
who protect the country ..
elehhh..too kua jiong
all of them body shape are not muscular
but is fit and tall !
if they are not malay's
i will fall in love with them
hahahaha

i really appreciate him ..
that he can study for 5 years there
and it is hard and suffer ..
and there was totally less and less chinese ..
if me ?? i did rather die .=x
NOW he had get what he want ..
''wish u have a better future''
my dear cousin :)


picture malas upload ..
cause nid to resize ~
see through my facebook bah ;)

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wuuuuuuu~
2010 SPM will be set on
22 of november ~
kawan cakap ..tak tau betul ke tak 0_0

guess what ?
next month i baru will fully concentrate
on my study :)
not saying that i didnt have nw larhx
but ..still being relax cause i didnt tuition yet.
next month onwards..
everyday ..
tuition school ..tuition school..
this is what i can do .
i hope to get the BEST result
and don't want let those annoying people
look down on me ~
ask me who is that ???
YOU lorhx . =x

time goes so fast
i still don't know
what am i gonna do after SPM urhx
apa plan pun tak ada ..
faint
...
..
.

new challenge .

this whole week ,
i have got few of my exam paper
unfortunately ~
i failed my physics ~
and passed my sejarah 0_0
this was not what i expect~
ha!
i thaught i would fail sejarah
=x
others ..still ok lurhx~
no comment
...
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27/1
yesterday
theng and yeng
follow my mum and sis
and of course me
go watch
TOOTH FAIRY

what a bak chi movie
by the way is quite meaningful
''everyone do has a dream.''
but ..
i didnt have ...
life without dream or target
really meaningless
.....
[skip]

dis year school life
really busy ...
tiring ..

wondering one day
if i faint
except family
would there anyone care >?

xx xx xx xx xx

'' my dear dear maze ~
i really scare of 'you'..after hiting my head painly
i need helmet ..T_T ''


anyway ~
NEW CHALLENGE
be tough ! :)

wo shi zhen de hen xiang ni

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